My Experiences
My gifts revealed themselves to me at a very early age and nearly frightened me to death. My first paranormal experience was at age 6 and I haven't forgotten it a bit. I woke up and went to the restroom one morning and my mother and brother were asleep - while my father was away for work. We had this hole in the ceiling above the toilet (it was a very old house) -for whatever reason I looked up and saw this woman with Blonde hair and she was just staring down at me. I freak out, start running, and grab a broom from the kitchen, I then go back. But she was gone.
My next experience was when we moved to Shell Rd. here in London Ky. We lived in this older-style trailer and by this time, I had become very curious about things like spirits and magic, of course - not knowing if any of it was real or not. So, some time goes by and I begin sleepwalking - which I had NEVER done before. This was the first occurrence of such odd behavior and ONLY happened while we lived in this home. Anyway, while I was sleepwalking - it was so strange because I would be "asleep" but could still see everything! The confusion was because I didn't understand I was seeing with my clairvoyance and not my eyes. I would see this man dressed in regalia (traditional Native American clothing) and he wanted me to follow him somewhere, but I would never go. When I would see these spirits, I would do things like lock myself in the bathroom - with the water running or one time I recall locking myself outside, naked, and hiding under the porch. These are my most prominent memories of my first encounters, which scared me terribly as a child and caused me to close off my gifts - until I was older and could understand them (common among psychics and mediums), then I allowed them to fully come through and have never regretted it since then.
There were other experiences but these were the most impactful and what I believe to have sparked my curiosity in the paranormal and spirits. Plus, my entire life I have had this intense fear of death and loosing others. Even as a child, I would talk about this with my mother but no one could really understand. What kind of 7 year old child talks about death and what its like after we die. It wasn't normal and I believe this fear of death was likely due to a past life experience where I had experienced great loss.
I still continue to learn more about the spirit world and "life" and as I do, I wish to share this knowledge and use my gifts and abilities to help others find the answers they need - Because I never had anyone to turn to for help. I was alone.
